mantra: i’m not a workaholic!
I’ve been meaning to write for the last few weeks about so many things that’s been happening to me … but I just didn’t have the time lately … actually, even until now! (is it obvious?! ;=) I’m just so swamped with work … I’m doing so many things!!! (and I’m not really properly compensated!!! ;=) oh … I just got ‘promoted’ at work … so I’m transitioning out of my current responsibilities and transitioning in to this new job … basically … I’m doing 2 extra jobs!!! On top of what I was doing before!!! My life now has been revolving around two major activities … working and sleeping! … I usually go home really late, 1am on the average! … on the off chance I can go home early … I go straight to bed because I need to come in really early (like 4am!) the next day! … that’s how my life is right now and it sucks!!! … I didn’t enroll in any MBA subjects this term because I just don’t think I’ll be able to do it (and aside from the fact that I didn’t have money for tuition!!!). it really sucks!!! How else can I find a boyfriend with this work schedule? Hmmm … good question! The weird thing is I’ve been asking that same question and I’ve been in the same dilemma for the last nine years! I’m not really a workaholic … (yeah … I’m not! … I’m not … I’m not … okay, maybe a little!) it’s just that nothing better occupies my time so I spend it working (and oh yeah … sleeping!). The problem though is I can’t find anything better to occupy my time (read: boyfriend) because I’ve been working all this time … hmmm … it’s a chicken and egg thing!!! Hmmm … hopefully this blows over once I get settled in my new job! And hopefully I can get to more meaningful activities I’ve been wanting to do and I’ve been mentioning after that! Yeah yeah … it’s all about time management … and it’s all about prioritization … and it’s all about knowing what matters more!
So what matters more really? ;=)
