… not my turf …
haay … i started writing a blog about the merits of being in a relationship and about how it’s a blessing and how only few ‘blessed and lucky’ people experience real love in their lifetime … yeah … i was starting to write and i decided to erase the whole thing! ;=) who am i really to talk about the merits of a committed relationship … having been in only one so far … and a short one at that! ;=) yeah … not my turf! (so let’s talk about the israeli-lebanon war! ;=) hehe
i was into the topic after catching the season finale of grey’s! … actually, i only got to watch the last 30mins of the 2-hr season finale episode! … (i needed to go to meetings … and was resigned already that i will miss the whole thing … good thing we wrapped up early! ;=) (with a lot of effort from me to get the bottomline across, move on … and adjourn it! ;=) hehe) … anyways … i got to the dramatic last few scenes … and witty last few lines … i haven’t watched the last two or so episodes so i don’t really know what happened up until that point … but i don’t really care — last 30mins was good enough for me! … and the last few lines i saw was enough to affect me! ;=) … hehe really long explanation as to why i was feeling rather sad … pensive … wistful … of my romantic state … and well, romance/relationships in general! ;=) oh well … i used to indulge in my sadness, i.e. i go through it with perfect clarity that i am choosing to be sad … (hehe … told you i was weird … though Dr. Daniel Goleman will call it someone with high emotional intelligence!) … but i think this is not really a good time to do that! ;=) yeah … i’m not about to play vonda shephard’s version of ‘alone again naturally’ … hmmm … maybe tomorrow! ;=)
